My view.

-Am I annoying? = I dont know.
-Am I bossy? = I'm sure I am.
-Am I stuck up? = I try to stop..eventhough i'm not sure whether I am or not.
-Am I a show off? = I love to boast, but i keep it to the minimum.

-You say that I'm a kind girl = I'm totally the opposite, but thx.
-You say I need to get my temper checked. = I'm sorry I snapped so easily, but I'll try my best.
-You say I need to shutup = I'm sorry, i'm just trying to TALK to you.
-You ignore me sometimes = WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG?
-You say that I'm a good singer = Sorry, I cant help to doubt whether you're sincere or not.
-You say I insult people too much = I do that unintentionally and I wont if i weren't worrying over when you are going to turn around and give up on me.

-I may seem strong and confident on the outside, but inside i'm an overly sensitive girl that fear being lonely tremendously.
-I suck in expressing my REAL feelings.
-I never knew how to really communicate with people.
-I prefer to be alone from the time I was born, instead of having friends that would turn their back on me then leave me alone.

-Look at me, I'm not pretty, is that why you don't like me?
-Look at me, I'm loud and annoying, is that why you stay away from me?
-Look at me, I'm not perfect, is that why you turn your back and leave me?

-Why leave me alone and let me fend for myself?
-Why do I feel that everyone is always talking behind my back, everywhere I go?
-Why cant I feel confident around a crowd of people?
-Why do I have to force a smile on my face and pretend I don't know anything, when I already know that you dislike me already?
-Why do you have to force yourself to talk to me, using a pissed off tone and expression, even if you hate me? Just don't come over to me if you dislike me, spare me the misery.

-I feel like crying everytime I see you trying to ignore me.
-I feel like crying when I know that in your heart, i'm no longer an important friend.
-I feel like crying when you give me the hateful look.
-I feel like crying when I see you smiling and enjoying more than when you are enjoying when i'm around.

This is me.
I'm not strong nor am I perfect.
I'm weak and tired.
I'm sick of betrayals and silent treatments.
I getting really tired of this fucking world.
I'm going to rise to the top,
When I do,
You are going to regret what you've done to me and what kind of act you put up in front of me.
I'm not blind,
I'm just refusing to see that ugly side of yours.
I look at the people around me with one eye open.
Stop acting like you like me when you don't, because I know it's all an act.
Tell me straight in my face if you have courage.
This is me,
I'm not strong nor am I perfect,
But,
I will be the one rising to the top,
Because I seek the truth, and I'm sick of everyone betraying me and still treat me like I'm their friend.
With my power,
You will be sorry for treating me like the biggest fool.
Mark.My.Words.

-Because I am what I am, I do not need you to tell me what I should be-